What I should do...
Yep, Missy's got herself another update for all you non-Utopian normies! For the most part, things have been calm and quiet. Although, poor Blindfold's trying to tell us there's some kind of monster after everyone. I know we should take it to heart, but you can never tell if she means a real monster, or something like Julian.
Speaking of Julian... His and Laura's daughter got sent away. And Laura LEFT. Thank you, Miss Frost. And... Gambit went after her.
I shouldn't be angry or jealous, but I am. I feel like... Everyone else gets my husband's attention but me. He's off on an adventure to help Laura, which... Yeah, she needs it. I know that. I'm not angry...
But he kissed Ruth. Well, no. Correction, the Horseman of Death that likes to take over his body from time to time did it. Does that take the thorn out of my heart? No! Not in the slightest! All I can think is, "Damn it, you rotten Cajun bastard, I'm your wife and the mother of your child. Don't use excuses with me."
He didn't even tell me goodbye, you know? Didn't talk to me before he left. He left me a NOTE. A horribly rushed NOTE. I'm tempted to just... Go somewhere. Get off of Utopia and go off on my own for a while. I TOTALLY WOULD, TOO.
But I'm pregnant and I feel trapped. I can't take care of myself and this baby. I just... What should I do? I love the idiot, don't get me wrong. I love him. But he's never there and I hate this... Feeling lonely like this. Like I'm going to break. I keep crying every time I look at his side of the bed. I want him here, for more than just an hour a day. Not even a consistent hour. Five, ten minutes here, thirteen there, another seven there...
Is this all some kind of joke to him? Or is none of this real?
Mistress Myth
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Not sure how I feel about this one...
ALRIGHT. FIRST. LIFE UPDATE, DAMN IT. Remy and I are married and expecting our first child. A little boy. Jeremie Victor LeBeau. I'm excited!
Hellion and X-23 had a bit of drama, and someone used their DNA to create a little girl. She's five, and living with us now. Sarah Sofia Keller, but she likes to be called Sofie. Sometimes, you can't tell she's Hellion's daughter. Other times, it's painfully obvious.
...I ruined Victor's life. His now ex-boyfriend nearly killed me and the baby... And after that, I guess something happened. I broke. I found myself trapped... Not in an illusion. In an alternate world. That aside... I guess it was my power amped up by fear?
...Back to Sofie. THIS CHILD IS TOO CUTE. She lets me read her fairytales and stuff. And she has my old room, right? Well, it has a bunch of fairy statues hanging from the ceiling. The little sweetie loves them. Makes me wish Jeremie was a girl... Which, we do have a girl name picked out!
Marie Odette LeBeau
Pretty, huh? Something just... I thought Marie and couldn't help it. Then I wanted something beautiful to go with it, and thought of Swan Lake. I hope, someday, I can have this little girl.
All the cute aside, classes started on Utopia. Ha ha, kiddies! ALSO. SURGE. NORIKO ASHIDA. I WANT TO STRANGLE HER AND THROUGH HER TO NAMOR. IS THIS WRONG?! NO. SHE'S A BITCH.
...Ahem. Anyway. -cough- I'm a good girl, honest. Surge is just a bitch and I want salmon sushi dipped in caramel sauce right now...
Anyway! Got a lot planned today. Shopping with Sofie and Pixie (I wanna get some maternity clothes, gonna be needing them.) then I'm gonna have Sofie come help me make some mermaids for her room.
Also~ This is something my writer bought and it came in today!
Hellion and X-23 had a bit of drama, and someone used their DNA to create a little girl. She's five, and living with us now. Sarah Sofia Keller, but she likes to be called Sofie. Sometimes, you can't tell she's Hellion's daughter. Other times, it's painfully obvious.
...I ruined Victor's life. His now ex-boyfriend nearly killed me and the baby... And after that, I guess something happened. I broke. I found myself trapped... Not in an illusion. In an alternate world. That aside... I guess it was my power amped up by fear?
...Back to Sofie. THIS CHILD IS TOO CUTE. She lets me read her fairytales and stuff. And she has my old room, right? Well, it has a bunch of fairy statues hanging from the ceiling. The little sweetie loves them. Makes me wish Jeremie was a girl... Which, we do have a girl name picked out!
Marie Odette LeBeau
Pretty, huh? Something just... I thought Marie and couldn't help it. Then I wanted something beautiful to go with it, and thought of Swan Lake. I hope, someday, I can have this little girl.
All the cute aside, classes started on Utopia. Ha ha, kiddies! ALSO. SURGE. NORIKO ASHIDA. I WANT TO STRANGLE HER AND THROUGH HER TO NAMOR. IS THIS WRONG?! NO. SHE'S A BITCH.
...Ahem. Anyway. -cough- I'm a good girl, honest. Surge is just a bitch and I want salmon sushi dipped in caramel sauce right now...
Anyway! Got a lot planned today. Shopping with Sofie and Pixie (I wanna get some maternity clothes, gonna be needing them.) then I'm gonna have Sofie come help me make some mermaids for her room.
Also~ This is something my writer bought and it came in today!
Monday, January 17, 2011
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Roller Coaster
Life is a fucking roller coaster and damn it, I want off! I feel sick from all the emotions I've been going through since the Sentinels...
Victor's gone, but is apparently coming back. Hellion's a little jackass, nothing new there, and I'm pregnant.
Yeah.
Fighting Sentinels and Nimrods was so much fucking easier.
Mistress Myth
Victor's gone, but is apparently coming back. Hellion's a little jackass, nothing new there, and I'm pregnant.
Yeah.
Fighting Sentinels and Nimrods was so much fucking easier.
Mistress Myth
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Hello, Mrs. LeBeau
One last funeral and then Remy and I left Utopia for New Orleans for a vacation! And apparently to get married at City Hall, my god. This is the first time since we left Utopia that I've had a chance to get hold of my laptop! (On that note, my god, I may love seeing that man naked, but god damn, I would have liked to see the city, too!)
And then Miss Frost informed me today that there are new mutants. Our generation will not see the end of the mutant race, thank god. We did it. We really did it.
So, now that life is starting to calm down and I've gotten some rest (And a newfound desire to beat Colin senseless. Condoms? Really? Cols, sweetie, I'm fairly certain Remy and I want kids.) I can finally go back to your lovable Mistress Myth!
You know, the little idiot who danced around at clubs and junk. The bitch you miss.
...GOD I wanna use an illusion really badly. I haven't done one in forever it feels like! Uuuuggghhh... -____- And I'm on VACATION. UGH. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO.
On a different, less bitchy note. I'm worried. Remy's been asleep most of today. Perhaps he's finally worn himself out? (Oh thank god.) Don't get me wrong. I enjoy having sex. Hell, I love being in his arms, in his bed, and doing things I'm never disclosing here. This is not a place for porn. Absolutely not. Okay, maybe eventually. We'll see how the cards play out, after all. Ha ha. Seriously, though. I'm worried. He's slept so much and it's unusual...
Oh well, I'm sure the dumbass is fine. Just so long as I'm not stitching him up, I think I'm happy.
Nah, I know I'm happy. I'm with him. We're husband and wife. I'm a LeBeau woman now. And, hopefully, I can call myself a mother, too, someday. God, I hope so. I want that, so badly...
No, he still does not know, and he never will know. My secrets are staying buried deep like his are. I KNOW that little rat hasn't told me everything, and... Somehow. I'm fine with this. Okay, I'm working on being fine with this.
Also, I PROMISE to tell you all how Remy meeting my father goes!
.......
FUCK WHY DID I NOT BRING MY CAMERA. Ugh. Sorry, guys!
Love,
Mistress Myth!
And then Miss Frost informed me today that there are new mutants. Our generation will not see the end of the mutant race, thank god. We did it. We really did it.
So, now that life is starting to calm down and I've gotten some rest (And a newfound desire to beat Colin senseless. Condoms? Really? Cols, sweetie, I'm fairly certain Remy and I want kids.) I can finally go back to your lovable Mistress Myth!
You know, the little idiot who danced around at clubs and junk. The bitch you miss.
...GOD I wanna use an illusion really badly. I haven't done one in forever it feels like! Uuuuggghhh... -____- And I'm on VACATION. UGH. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO.
On a different, less bitchy note. I'm worried. Remy's been asleep most of today. Perhaps he's finally worn himself out? (Oh thank god.) Don't get me wrong. I enjoy having sex. Hell, I love being in his arms, in his bed, and doing things I'm never disclosing here. This is not a place for porn. Absolutely not. Okay, maybe eventually. We'll see how the cards play out, after all. Ha ha. Seriously, though. I'm worried. He's slept so much and it's unusual...
Oh well, I'm sure the dumbass is fine. Just so long as I'm not stitching him up, I think I'm happy.
Nah, I know I'm happy. I'm with him. We're husband and wife. I'm a LeBeau woman now. And, hopefully, I can call myself a mother, too, someday. God, I hope so. I want that, so badly...
No, he still does not know, and he never will know. My secrets are staying buried deep like his are. I KNOW that little rat hasn't told me everything, and... Somehow. I'm fine with this. Okay, I'm working on being fine with this.
Also, I PROMISE to tell you all how Remy meeting my father goes!
.......
FUCK WHY DID I NOT BRING MY CAMERA. Ugh. Sorry, guys!
Love,
Mistress Myth!
Monday, January 3, 2011
War
...Nothing is worse than a funeral followed by being trapped in a big red DOME and having Sentinels and Nimrods sent after you. Jubilee, my squad leader, gave me one of her special gauntlet thingies... I still don't really know what all it did other than make my punches that much better. It helped though.
I felt alive out there, in a drastic contrast from how miserable it was that morning. I... I felt sure I would die yesterday. The funeral brought the shock of reality that we could all die. And shortly after that, my fiancée, Remy LeBeau, was sent to Limbo. I didn't see him the entire fight, thank god.
...During the fight... I took a harsh blow to the abdomen. I felt so sick, so in pain, and judging from the blood... I dunno. I doubt it. I wasn't pregnant...
That... That aside. I had to rescue Kageko, and... Everything was chaotic. I need Remy right now, I feel numb again...
I felt alive out there, in a drastic contrast from how miserable it was that morning. I... I felt sure I would die yesterday. The funeral brought the shock of reality that we could all die. And shortly after that, my fiancée, Remy LeBeau, was sent to Limbo. I didn't see him the entire fight, thank god.
...During the fight... I took a harsh blow to the abdomen. I felt so sick, so in pain, and judging from the blood... I dunno. I doubt it. I wasn't pregnant...
That... That aside. I had to rescue Kageko, and... Everything was chaotic. I need Remy right now, I feel numb again...
Sunday, January 2, 2011
This Is Real
...One of our own died. Kurt Wagner. Nightcrawler. His funeral will be some time today.
This... God, this hurts. It seems like just yesterday, he was showing me the lyrics to Silent Night in German so we could go caroling. I... I so regret lying to him. I lied and said I didn't know any. I just didn't want to sing anything relating to "God" or "Jesus"... Kurt, I am... So sorry. I'd do anything to go back in time and say yes.
I'm sorry, Kurt... We didn't protect you, and we should have. I fucking hope this girl is worth your death in the long run, because right now, she isn't worth it to us.
After seeing his corpse... We had to fight the man who killed him. Cyclops really demonstrated how strong he is when he blasted that fucker. I respect him... But I still hate him for sending Kurt out there. I'll...
I'll stop by the chapel today. Say a prayer. I know one prayer won't save me from where I'm going when I die. So... We'll never see each other again, Kurt. I'm sorry. It was... Fun while it lasted, right?
Remy... I swear to whatever fucking god there is, I won't let you down. I won't let you die.
...I love you, darling...
Love,
Mistress Myth
This... God, this hurts. It seems like just yesterday, he was showing me the lyrics to Silent Night in German so we could go caroling. I... I so regret lying to him. I lied and said I didn't know any. I just didn't want to sing anything relating to "God" or "Jesus"... Kurt, I am... So sorry. I'd do anything to go back in time and say yes.
I'm sorry, Kurt... We didn't protect you, and we should have. I fucking hope this girl is worth your death in the long run, because right now, she isn't worth it to us.
After seeing his corpse... We had to fight the man who killed him. Cyclops really demonstrated how strong he is when he blasted that fucker. I respect him... But I still hate him for sending Kurt out there. I'll...
I'll stop by the chapel today. Say a prayer. I know one prayer won't save me from where I'm going when I die. So... We'll never see each other again, Kurt. I'm sorry. It was... Fun while it lasted, right?
Remy... I swear to whatever fucking god there is, I won't let you down. I won't let you die.
...I love you, darling...
Love,
Mistress Myth
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Beginning of a New Year
And what happens? Simple, we're told we're going to be risking our lives for a girl who will save the whole mutant race. I... I'm scared. I'm not going to lie. But, if it's to save the rest of us? ...Then, yeah, I'm gonna fucking charge head on!
We can't be selfish. I know there's not a lot of mutants left in this world, and those of us that are around need to be careful. If this girl can do what Cyke says, then we owe it to the whole mutant race to keep her safe and alive!
Even if it means dying out there, even if it means losing Remy, I'm ready. I'm prepared to give it everything I've got for this girl. Emma's got my team going with Namor to protect everyone. It means protecting Remy, too... I've gotta do my best, gotta give it my all!
I'm scared, yes. But, I won't back down. Everyone's counting on everyone else, right?
Love,
Mistress Myth
......
I forgot to tell him I love him...
We can't be selfish. I know there's not a lot of mutants left in this world, and those of us that are around need to be careful. If this girl can do what Cyke says, then we owe it to the whole mutant race to keep her safe and alive!
Even if it means dying out there, even if it means losing Remy, I'm ready. I'm prepared to give it everything I've got for this girl. Emma's got my team going with Namor to protect everyone. It means protecting Remy, too... I've gotta do my best, gotta give it my all!
I'm scared, yes. But, I won't back down. Everyone's counting on everyone else, right?
Love,
Mistress Myth
......
I forgot to tell him I love him...
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