Sunday, January 2, 2011

This Is Real

...One of our own died. Kurt Wagner. Nightcrawler. His funeral will be some time today.

This... God, this hurts. It seems like just yesterday, he was showing me the lyrics to Silent Night in German so we could go caroling. I... I so regret lying to him. I lied and said I didn't know any. I just didn't want to sing anything relating to "God" or "Jesus"... Kurt, I am... So sorry. I'd do anything to go back in time and say yes.

I'm sorry, Kurt... We didn't protect you, and we should have. I fucking hope this girl is worth your death in the long run, because right now, she isn't worth it to us.

After seeing his corpse... We had to fight the man who killed him. Cyclops really demonstrated how strong he is when he blasted that fucker. I respect him... But I still hate him for sending Kurt out there. I'll...

I'll stop by the chapel today. Say a prayer. I know one prayer won't save me from where I'm going when I die. So... We'll never see each other again, Kurt. I'm sorry. It was... Fun while it lasted, right?


Remy... I swear to whatever fucking god there is, I won't let you down. I won't let you die.

...I love you, darling...

Love,
Mistress Myth

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